Limbo
Dear diary. Sorry I've been out of touch. You see, I'm somewhat unhappy. The work stuff is very OK but separation doesn't suit me. Currently I'd like to just crawl onto some rooftop and bask in the sun on my corrugated steel bed.
Let's see how that turns out.

The upside of it all is that I'm creating new stuff - I'm always better at my personal projects when i'm not in a safe, happy place (complacency, eh?) . I made a new flash intro for polyfonken dotcom, have taken a couple of synths onto the living room table and started making simple, sad melodies and have drawn a bit more. But in the end being happier feels nicer... duh.
Days Between Days
On a positive note, we went on a date and Emma bought a camera, EOS 400D. I want one, now! Because I haven't had a fully working camera in a while, I had almost forgotten that there's a certain magic in looking through the viewfinder.
It's completely different from using a point&shoot digital like the ยต mini i have used for the past two years, there's a feel of total control over the image. I start looking at things differently when carrying a proper camera, seeking textures, frames, forms and oddities.
be well!
<3,t..
Labels: activity, creativity, depression, magic, stasis, unhappiness

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